yayayanahooo

rasa mcm baru buat 3 pointer. .kekeke,at last f.d maafkan aku. .susah juga nak pujuk der. .
tapi aku kan terer. .hehe. .i noe,byk kesalahan aku,tapi xada niat pown nak buat der sedih. .dari dulu aku dah janji nak der senyum. .tapi aku selalu buat der sedih. .pffft ;O. .mcm mana ye?xapala still learnin. .and der nak kiteorg happy hope u guys doakanlah kami ye. .hehe. .
huh penatlah. .tamau type byk2. .ni pown der ckp aku old skewl. .naaah. .terpaksa laaaa update jugak. .huh hehe luv u f.d

Relieved

Now its gonna b back normal. .normalize is not ease thing to do afta did somethin horrible. .oh god,thanx cuz You r not take her life. .btw,im still argue wif ma family,even benda kecil pun still ma family xpuas hati. .they r jus perfectionist. .hate dat. .to those fellas dat keep stabbin my back,pls i gave u chance,bt u return wif a bounce. .pls go away from ma life. .im not Rasul,im jus ordinary person,yang jahil. .ok,kepada students yang sama batch dgn ak,gud luck in ur furtherin study lol. .haha,i think im gonna stop study 4 a while maybe continue afta u ol finish. .lol
nevertheless,keep ur head up. .struggle for ur future. .;p

Sweaty

Mere wokeup then looked at my wristwatch,it was past 10 am. .Oh gosh,still wonderin. .thought yesterday was nitemare. .syg hopefully u get well well soon. .cant imagine how u get thru dis ol. .coz of me u had an xcident. .i cant forgive maself. .Ya Allah i need ur guideness,i dun hav a gut. .pls giv her SMILE. .She keeps tellin me shes alone in dis world. .wat the heck. .u hav me syg. .pls get well soon. .i will care of u. .dun worry. .
Btw i gotta d something. .mendalami bidang agama..i need to knl Allah. .kenapa hidup ak mcm ni. .kenapa ak sesat sgt. .apa yg berlaku to my gf jus bangunkan aku dari dunia yg jahil ni. .aku akan berubah utk jadi yg lebih baik. .i luv u syg. .im so sori. .in addition,thanx faizul reza for ur song. .Y_Y
She just returned to home after admitted to hospital for a while,i called her. .she jus cryin. .oh god,dis unacceptable.pls giv her strength. .syg i'll b there for u,i wont leave u. .u have my words. .jgn degil2 sgt ok. .

big mistake

2day on 30th may,my girl had an xcident. .it really fuss me up. .i dunno y shes still drivin even she has no license. .is dis my fault. .i cant sleep,i cant breath. .i cant talk to nybody 4 a meantime. .broken leg,n got sewing at her back. .OMG,i blamin maself repeatedly, . .syg pls 4give me,i'd no intention 2 make u suffer,dun giv a damn if u wanna hate me for de rest of ur life. .bcause for me u r still de ONE