Sunday, May 31, 2009

Sweaty


Mere wokeup then looked at my wristwatch,it was past 10 am. .Oh gosh,still wonderin. .thought yesterday was nitemare. .syg hopefully u get well well soon. .cant imagine how u get thru dis ol. .coz of me u had an xcident. .i cant forgive maself. .Ya Allah i need ur guideness,i dun hav a gut. .pls giv her SMILE. .She keeps tellin me shes alone in dis world. .wat the heck. .u hav me syg. .pls get well soon. .i will care of u. .dun worry. .
Btw i gotta d something. .mendalami bidang agama..i need to knl Allah. .kenapa hidup ak mcm ni. .kenapa ak sesat sgt. .apa yg berlaku to my gf jus bangunkan aku dari dunia yg jahil ni. .aku akan berubah utk jadi yg lebih baik. .i luv u syg. .im so sori. .in addition,thanx faizul reza for ur song. .Y_Y
She just returned to home after admitted to hospital for a while,i called her. .she jus cryin. .oh god,dis unacceptable.pls giv her strength. .syg i'll b there for u,i wont leave u. .u have my words. .jgn degil2 sgt ok. .

Saturday, May 30, 2009

big mistake


2day on 30th may,my girl had an xcident. .it really fuss me up. .i dunno y shes still drivin even she has no license. .is dis my fault. .i cant sleep,i cant breath. .i cant talk to nybody 4 a meantime. .broken leg,n got sewing at her back. .OMG,i blamin maself repeatedly, . .syg pls 4give me,i'd no intention 2 make u suffer,dun giv a damn if u wanna hate me for de rest of ur life. .bcause for me u r still de ONE